Dreaming of a Beautiful

Last night's sleep didn't come easy. hour or so of thinking in the dark. I realized something on my drive this morning. I still love you, and I still want you. I don't know when that is going to change if it ever will, but I seem to have made peace with the fact that I cannot have you. Again, though, I don't know when that is going to change if it ever will. I wonder if there's someone out there who can shift my focus from you. Someone who will love me as intensely as I do you. Will I be ready? Will I want it? Will I ever stop wanting you? It's these questions that are driving me mad.