Saw you today

You look really good. you are the hottest girl in the world to me and I love you. Behind all the hurt, that Is the simple fact. I envision my future. My first house, my first child, working as a doctor, late nights in my dorm room, my wedding, the first time I have sex, my first grandchild, my life. In those daydreams, I am sorry to say that you are still the one there with me. I really want to meet the woman who takes my mind off of you. I want someone new,,,someone who I could see with me doing all those things. Someone who loves me as much as I love you.