Butterfly effect

It wasn't love at first sight. I don't remember what you were wearing that day.

In hindsight, It seems so improbable. There was one open chair next to you. You were gorgeous, I remember that. You were intimidating. But still, I went and sat. Butterflies in my stomach, I managed to start a conversation. We really hit it off. After that, I just had to know your name. I was still in the relationship with cailtyn and I honestly wanted to make that work, but in retrospect, I guess I was crushing you from the very moment we met. It took only two months for me to fall for you and realize that you weren't just gorgeous...you were...you are beautiful.

What if I had slipped into Caitlyn's group to be with her, and we never met. What if, I had been early to that computer lab, and grabbed a seat totally away from you, never meeting. What if I had given into the butterflies and walked away from the gorgeous girl. Was it fate we met? Why did none of the little things get in the way of us meeting? Is it because it was inevitable?

What would happen if I was never there? Would you still be with Carlos had I never swooned you? If I was never in the picture, would you have been with another guy? Would the event with Daniel have ever occurred if you were with another guy?

Would I be happier? But that's not the important question. The important question is:
Would you be happier?