My favorite pic

This is my favorite pic of you by far. You took it when we were dating during that winter break...it's your eyes, they aren't that sharp bright blue they tend to be. In this pic, they are calmer. Like a peaceful pond color.


It's also because I can still look into your eyes in this picture...when you were still crazy about me...and see a little bit of that still there.

Maybe it's just my imagination...but sometimes I'm sure i can still see your infatuation for me in these eyes.

But nowadays, I see it for another guy in your eyes. Whenever you ask me what's wrong after heaving a heavy sigh, it is me wondering who Matt is and why you lie to me about him. Why wasn't I the guy to make you happy? Is there another woman for me? Someone who's eyes will twinkle like yours with me in mind?

Questions burned into my mind's eye