Just another day

Woke up with you on my mind. Dreamt of us just hanging out. You were wearing that pink hoodie sweatshirt and your favorite jeans. We just laughed and talked and there was a tickle fight XD...at school you were wearing your pink hoodie and jeans. Deja vu. You look really good in that. Not as good as I think you look in sweats without makeup, but still very beautiful. Sometimes I think you doubt I think you are the hottest girl in the world. i truly think that you are...not that It matters. I wonder how you think I feel. I wonder if you know I still think we would be so happy.

I was talking to you today. You went on about how Dustin said he loves you. The man who has a baby and is engaged told you that he wished he was engaged to you. I am not sure what he wished to accomplish. All telling you could possibly do is mess with your mind...and It did that pretty effectively. You complained to me about why guys end up falling for you. I wonder that too. How did I fall for you? You are nothing truly special....but then...you just are. You have imperfections but in my eyes, you are perfect. I would give anything in the world, go any distance, do anything to make you feel for me what I feel for you. But that's just it...nothing can make you feel the way I do. So I think I'm going to be stuck in this place for a while. At least, until someone comes into my life that is just as lovable as you. Hopefully that next woman will love me back, because I'm not sure I could take this again.