What am I?

Am I pathetic for still loving you? Does it mean I'm strong that I haven't given up on us all this time? Does it mean I'm foolish that I keep believing in something that seems so lost? Am I naive for pursuing the woman I can't go a day without thinking of? Am I wise to not let go? Am I an idiot for not confronting you about him? What am I for still being in love? What does it make me, when I still see your face when I close my eyes.