Just browsing the internet, I noticed that you took everything "Matt" off of your myspace page, but you are still just as in love as always....Maybe this means it is getting serious?
I'm crushing on another girl, Ashton, and have a date with her later this week. She's the first girl who has actually been able to take my mind off you in seven months. Not to say I don't think about you anymore, only that someone else has taken up some thoughts as well. Its odd wanting two women. Especially when I love the one with whom I have no chance and am only crushing the one with whom I could have a whole new blossom.
I did have a dream last night, that a guy broke your heart, and you called me bawling. I quickly rushed over and you cried your heart out. I did what I normally do, and calmed you down and made you feel better. I told you that you were going to find a guy who loves you for who you are and will cherish you the way you are meant to be cherished. You looked at me with a look so endearing, and then you kissed me, tears still wet in your eyes. It ended...
The weird part was waking up and knowing that will never happen...but being okay with it.
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