Dustin

Dustin told you that he loves you. I am very angry with him, specifically because he KEEPS trying to get you to love him. Even though he has a fiancee and child, he is selfishly trying to get you for himself no matter how it makes you feel. He's hurting you, becuase you are torn that you cannot love him back. He is making it feel like it is your fault. It doesn't compute with me that he can say he loves you, yet knowingly hurt you this way. He took a knife to your heart and is twisting it. Seeing you in this pain is so damn unbearable. I love you so much, but I don't let you know. I don't tell you that I still want you. All because I know it would hurt you if i did tell you. Love is putting the feelings of another person completely before yours, and Dustin is not doing so.

You called me, bawling. It was so hard to take. After the call, I wish that I had come to your house. just so you could have someone there, giving you support. I promise to come next time you need someone.